My Bible: reasons to believe in the power of the Bible
'I was angry about the blood and violence in the Bible for many years. After my initial enthusiasm for the Bible, when I was 19, I felt that I had to defend it. But I felt that it was misogynistic, patriarchal, stuff worse than I believed before I knew Christ.
After a while I was just reading the Gospels and then just the Sermon on the Mount. That became my little sanctuary of Jesus where I could feel safe. The thing that brought me up with a start was seeing how Jesus, and then Paul, read the texts of horror.
In Romans 15.10-13 Paul is really saying that there is no more violence, no more blood lust. There is peace. For Jesus and Paul, there was a way of coming to terms with that horrific stuff, rather than backing away from it as I had done for decades.
I moved in 2002. It was a chance to start again. One of the things on my mind was whether I was going to go to church and go through the motions of Christianity. I was seeing contradictions between the life of Jesus and the life of the Church. I felt I wasn’t going to bother with Christianity.
But I was reading through Romans and it was this passage that tilted me back towards a way of reading the Bible with Jesus, of him taking me into the texts of terror, of seeing his compassion for the villagers and townspeople conquered by Joshua, of seeing him weeping with Hagar. That made the difference, and still does.'
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Whenever I get confused, or my faith seems to be wavering, the passage that I remember is in John 4
I was about 19. Somebody had given me a book about people’s testimonies.
I love the psalms and particularly Psalm 121
I had some dark times in my life when I lacked certainty
I went through a period in the pandemic of quite poor mental health
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